Araphoenix Hatsugen

Right at this moment I am crying. crying that my life was not as happy as it used to be.

My head hurts… feels like  my head will crack.

 My mum hit me with a mop handle to my head because

Nisukol ko because napuno nako og sa mga negative things she said unto me

 Sakit jud kaau akoang ulo kasukaon ko.

I cant stand na giingon ni mama na tanan nako gi sulti about sa iyaha kay mabalik sa akoa

feeling daw nako taas na kaau ko na kaya ko na akoang sarili that I am not belong to here anymore

Unsa? I was too scared na gani on what will happen to my life and then mao na iya ingnon

well in fact, I was too scared to be like her life, marrying someone who she can’t afford to live happily ever after.

 SHe is not even proud on small things what Ive done in this world.

For her, I am a lazy no future girl because of my attitude.

For her, I have no God by my side. 

She is not even worried when I am sicked.

She wanted to kill me with that mop

She said she even don’t care to kill me

I said I dont care to die, so kill me

…

She is so mean…